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First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2023 7:34 am
by Misshoney123
I think I have always known I am bisexual but put it down to bi curiosity.
I have always found pictures and videos of women sexually arousing but never actually had real feelings for a woman.
However recently a woman has come into my life and she is intelligent,smart,funny, kind and beautiful and I have developed feelings for her.
Nothing will ever happen between us because I see her in a professional type of relationship.
I feel so confused because she is the first woman I have ever liked and I can't stop thinking about her.
She is aware of the situation and has very kind and understanding.
I just wanted to vent because this felt like the most appropriate place which is safe and people are understanding.
Re: First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2023 4:41 pm
by lousund
@ Misshoney123
Must be extremely frustrating for you but at the same time super exciting.
What if your professional relationship with her became less professional or is that out of the question?
Re: First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2023 7:30 pm
by Misshoney123
lousund wrote: ↑Wed Oct 04, 2023 4:41 pm
@ Misshoney123
Must be extremely frustrating for you but at the same time super exciting.
What if your professional relationship with her became less professional or is that out of the question?
That is completely out of the question unfortunately.
I'm just finding it really confusing as I have never had feelings for a woman and it feels different to having feelings for a man.
With men it is what I am used to but with a woman it just feels new like I am a teenager.
Thank you for your reply.
Re: First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Sat Oct 07, 2023 4:42 am
by VirgoGirl
Hi and welcome! Yes, that is what Shyby is all about....a safe place to share and be supported by others that understand what you're going through.
First of all....congrats on your first crush! So exciting, isn't it? Yeah, it's totally different to men. It really does feel like you're a teenager....it reminds me of that Sophie B Hawkins song....Damn i wish I was your lover. Where she sings of being in love with another woman (Sophie is lesbian) and she sings "Feelin' like a schoolboy, too shy and too young
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)
Open up, I wanna come inside
I wanna fill you up, I wanna make you cry
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)".
It's a shame that it can't go anywhere but i had a lot of first crushes that went nowhere and you learn a lot from these. I'm now in a relationship with a woman and i'm married to a man. I tell you, it still feels like i'm a teenager, she gives me feelings that i have never experienced before...its awesome! I hope one day you find someone where you can maybe take things further....if that's what you're looking for
Re: First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2023 7:37 pm
by Misshoney123
VirgoGirl wrote: ↑Sat Oct 07, 2023 4:42 am
Hi and welcome! Yes, that is what Shyby is all about....a safe place to share and be supported by others that understand what you're going through.
First of all....congrats on your first crush! So exciting, isn't it? Yeah, it's totally different to men. It really does feel like you're a teenager....it reminds me of that Sophie B Hawkins song....Damn i wish I was your lover. Where she sings of being in love with another woman (Sophie is lesbian) and she sings "Feelin' like a schoolboy, too shy and too young
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)
Open up, I wanna come inside
I wanna fill you up, I wanna make you cry
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)".
It's a shame that it can't go anywhere but i had a lot of first crushes that went nowhere and you learn a lot from these. I'm now in a relationship with a woman and i'm married to a man. I tell you, it still feels like i'm a teenager, she gives me feelings that i have never experienced before...its awesome! I hope one day you find someone where you can maybe take things further....if that's what you're looking for
OMG VirgoGirl I have been playing "Damn I wish I was your lover" over and over again as it completely sums up how I feel about this woman.
Thank you so much for replying to my post,it has really helped me a lot.
I am so pleased to read that you have found happiness as it sounds like you deserve it.
Re: First feelings for a woman in my 40s
Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2023 6:07 pm
by VirgoGirl
Misshoney123 wrote: ↑Mon Oct 09, 2023 7:37 pm
VirgoGirl wrote: ↑Sat Oct 07, 2023 4:42 am
Hi and welcome! Yes, that is what Shyby is all about....a safe place to share and be supported by others that understand what you're going through.
First of all....congrats on your first crush! So exciting, isn't it? Yeah, it's totally different to men. It really does feel like you're a teenager....it reminds me of that Sophie B Hawkins song....Damn i wish I was your lover. Where she sings of being in love with another woman (Sophie is lesbian) and she sings "Feelin' like a schoolboy, too shy and too young
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)
Open up, I wanna come inside
I wanna fill you up, I wanna make you cry
(Damn, I wish I was your lover)".
It's a shame that it can't go anywhere but i had a lot of first crushes that went nowhere and you learn a lot from these. I'm now in a relationship with a woman and i'm married to a man. I tell you, it still feels like i'm a teenager, she gives me feelings that i have never experienced before...its awesome! I hope one day you find someone where you can maybe take things further....if that's what you're looking for
OMG VirgoGirl I have been playing "Damn I wish I was your lover" over and over again as it completely sums up how I feel about this woman.
Thank you so much for replying to my post,it has really helped me a lot.
I am so pleased to read that you have found happiness as it sounds like you deserve it.
Great song! I think everyone can relate to it one way or the other. I'm glad that I could help.
Keep us updated please.
Yeah i'm happy....thank you so much for being so nice
