I think we are both happy in a way being in a long distance relationship where we are oceans apart cause it keeps some very real issues at bay. If we were to live closer to each other i don't think we'd be able to stay away from each other which would cause strain on our marriages. I'll admit, its hard not to he able to physically be together. Of course i crave to know what she feels like, smells like and tastes like and i know she feels the same, but we both have partners that we love too and whom we have to take into consideration as well. Its either we accept that this is an online ldr forever or not have it at all....and i'd rather have her this way than lose her forever. Look, obviously there might be a chance of one day meeting up but there are a couple of things to first be sorted out with both our partners before we will be able to do this. In the meantime, we chat every day on video calls for hours except on weekends. We send messages, we send each other gifts for christmas and birthdays and yes we get intimate
For us its a full blown relationship and its satisfying. I don't want someone closer cause i don't want that pressure on my marriage. I think both out partners are tolerating this relationship cause its causes no direct threat....
It does get hard, im a very physical person...its my love language. I like touching, hugging, kissing and cuddling. So yeah, sometimes it does hurt like hell and breaks my heart not being able to do those things with her, but I love her and im not going to leave her just cause we can't do those things. Im too emotionally invested.....
