I miss my ex today. It has not been an easy day. I mean, yeah i'll see her tomorrow again as a "friend" but i miss her as a "girlfriend". I miss my angel. I miss telling her how beautiful she is and how she gives me butterflies. I still love her so very much....sigh...just one of those days. I know i should be thankful that she's still here and that i have not completely lost her, i should be grateful for gaining a friend, but man, if she says she wants to get back together right now i would not hesitate taking her back for a second! Wishful thinking. Im missing someone thats not there anymore, people change.
Maybe im just the "experimental" girl. The one that they experiment on, then see that a relationship with a woman is not what they actually wanted or needed and they move on and im left picking up the pieces cause i actually fall in love. I want them more....that reminds me of this song. Maybe you're on here, i dont know, if you are then this is for you:
