Break-up blues...
Posted: Sun Apr 28, 2024 12:54 pm
I've been going through a break-up with my online girlfriend that i've been in a relationship with for almost 3 years now. It's been a ride I tell you. I've learnt so much about myself and also about being in a relationship with a woman. We've decided to stay friends and we're adjusting...it's hard but I can't bare losing her completely, so I'll settle for us being friends as opposed to not having her in my life at all.
But, eventhough it all hurts so much right now, i'm not discouraged by it. Of course it's going to take me some time to heal from this in order to totally move on. But when I eventually do, I want a girlfriend again in the future. It's just how I am. I love being in a relationship, I love loving someone and being loved. I love knowing that i'm needed and wanted. I love making someone feel that they're needed and wanted too. I love flirting, bantering, getting to know each other, joking, laughing, telling them their beautiful, lust, feeling sexy and making them feel sexy too. I love making love....even if its only on text or over the phone or video chatting lol! I love making them laugh and sending good morning and goodnight texts. I know, i have my husband and i do these things with him too but i want a woman in my life too. He knows this and supports it....he just wants me to be happy and this is what makes me happy.
Who knows what the future may bring!
In the meantime, I have some hurt and heart break to deal with. It's been 3 weeks now and it's getting a bit better day by day. I'll be ok....i always get up again. Life has to go on.
But, eventhough it all hurts so much right now, i'm not discouraged by it. Of course it's going to take me some time to heal from this in order to totally move on. But when I eventually do, I want a girlfriend again in the future. It's just how I am. I love being in a relationship, I love loving someone and being loved. I love knowing that i'm needed and wanted. I love making someone feel that they're needed and wanted too. I love flirting, bantering, getting to know each other, joking, laughing, telling them their beautiful, lust, feeling sexy and making them feel sexy too. I love making love....even if its only on text or over the phone or video chatting lol! I love making them laugh and sending good morning and goodnight texts. I know, i have my husband and i do these things with him too but i want a woman in my life too. He knows this and supports it....he just wants me to be happy and this is what makes me happy.
Who knows what the future may bring!
In the meantime, I have some hurt and heart break to deal with. It's been 3 weeks now and it's getting a bit better day by day. I'll be ok....i always get up again. Life has to go on.
