Women who are gas attendants are sexy...?

[CraftyNaBi27]

Yes! They are! But it isn't even a fetish! I just actually realized that twice, I ended hit on by a woman who is a gas attendant! That's it. Keep reading for more details.

But first...this is the second time that I've attempted to write a post here. However, it was yet again getting personal. So, here is the thing:
I have my reasons, but I'm irritated that I can't find a poly girlfriend. I'm poly too, and I get why some women hesitate or don't want to date me. I get it. But damn. It sucks. I want to go on a date. I want to flirt again. I mean...I do flirt. It just goes nowhere or she is totally down, but she's monogamous and definitely not poly. Hah! I seem to have no trouble finding women around me. They've been coming out more recently actually, and I'm quite pleased. They just don't want me because I'm attached and poly. (see my other post for more info).

Grrr...
*stomps foot*

There is this woman at a nearby gas station. Dear gosh...what is with me and women who work at gas stations? Ugh! She's so beautiful, and her hair has those bouncy curls. Did I mention she's beautiful?

Storytime!
My boyfriend and I went there before work to get coffee and breakfast, and we were going to check out, and she and I made eye contact (we'd made eye contact as I was walking into the gas station, too. Tee hee)! She had deep chocolate brown eyes, too. *bites lip* So, we're waiting in line, and she yells out looking me dead in the eye, "I can take the next customer here," *smiles* I also caught her looking me up and down. I knew she liked what she saw. She likes thicc women...check!

Yep, she made her move.

She scans our items and makes silly jokes. She was like, "Want me to bag the coffee too?" with a playful side smile on her face and a wink. That's what made her sexy. Jeez! Then, she tells me to have a good day while only looking at me. My knees were weak! She made one of those lasting looks, too. If you asked me did I walk away a-swingin' my hips, you bet your ass I did, and she was looking, too! Hah! I'm too chicken to even make my move on her, but if I were by myself, I would have gone for it. I think I don't have it in me to try because I'll just be letting that person down because they wanted a single person. Sorry, boo. I'm poly, but I won't push you into this life. I don't believe in pressuring someone to practice something they aren't cool with or know nothing about. That's just not cool. Now, someone open to being poly, sure. If they came in with that, then I'd be down. That way I know how hard I can fall for them. My boyfriend was similar. Then, after dating for 3 years...omg...our anniversary is coming up! Awwwww! We will have been together for 3 years officially! He realized that he had been poly all along. Not saying that tall curious poly people end up poly, but I think there are people like that out there, but damn it is hard to find them. Gosh. I also wish I could have more poly friends to talk about poly issues. I have found that when I talk to someone who is also poly that is outside of my relationship, it makes it feel comforting knowing there are other people who understand you and your love style.

Anyway, that's all for now.

There is also a coffeehouse lady, but that's for another time. Don't want to write a novel. It is very tempting, but ughhhh.

See? I told ya there was more to that story. Anyway, enjoy your life, ladies.

-NaBi (it means butterfly in Korean)

Edit: When you see "gas attendant", I really mean a cashier at a gas station. I know very well that gas attendants are not what I'm talking about, but my brain went blank. Okay carry on.