Shybi 3.0

I can't talk to you about this cause every time i try, you pull away. I understand your reasons and I know you're not doing it cause of me. I know you can't afford your marriage falling apart....i really do get it. I want to be your friend, i really truly do...but i don't know how to change how i feel about you. I love you so much that i can't even write a poem about you. I wrote about the other's easily, but you...you're more intimate, more intricate and i don't know how to begin to put you into words. 3 years ago, right before i met you, i was lost with a certain type of loneliness. I had my husband, my soulmate who made me happy but there was always something missing. A deep yearning, a need in me that only a woman could satisfy, that only my twin flame could satisfy. My heart felt empty with sadness and i was missing someone i did not even know. That old familiar feeling is back again and i don't know how to make it better. This time it's different, this time i know who i'm missing and now it hurts even more. Funny thing is, we never even got a chance to actually physically touch. Maybe that was a blessing in disguise, cause i don't think i would have ever let you go once i had you in my arms. You will always be my angel, my twin flame. When i'm with you, everything instantly feels alright again. Life feels meaningful and i'm at peace. You have a way of calming me and making me feel safe. You know me so well that sometimes I think you can read my mind, you beat in my heart and you're a piece of my soul. I miss you, i miss your beautiful smile that made my heart skip a beat. I miss your soft, dark, loving eyes that lit a fire to my insides. I miss your gorgeous hair and how i always wanted to run my fingers through it and your pretty fingers that i always wanted to lace with mine. I miss you saying you wanted me, you loved me. I don't know the reason the universe crossed our paths, but i do believe that i knew your soul long before we even met...you're too familiar. I will forever be in love with you. We might still have some lessons to learn and some things to accomplish in this life without each other, but i do believe that one day in our future we will unite. Until then, i'll be here pretty lady...i will always love you. I will always be a friend too.