Im back after 20 years!
Posted: Sat Aug 31, 2024 7:27 pm
Hiya everyone, I'm in the UK and I used to be on this site 20 years ago and did get to know one girl on here but sadly I don't remember her name or even my own username from back then! 
I was engaged back then to a man but we ended up never getting married. Then I was in another relationship with a man for yrs and had my first baby. I wasnt active on here anymore. I kind of left that part of my life behind when I became a Mum. However it has never gone away, the older I have become the more I can make sense of so much like why I felt the way I did at 15 when I was so close to my best friend. Also how I have always seemed to seek out special friendships with other women hoping to find something.... I have been close to some women over the yrs but never had an official relationship. I am now married with 4 children and happy I guess but feel that something is missing and I want more than ever to feel that emotional bond with someone special. My Husband knows about my feelings about liking women but we only spoke about it once and it was when I wasnt thinking of looking for this site again. I have never told anyone else about how I feel. Sorry for the long post!
I was engaged back then to a man but we ended up never getting married. Then I was in another relationship with a man for yrs and had my first baby. I wasnt active on here anymore. I kind of left that part of my life behind when I became a Mum. However it has never gone away, the older I have become the more I can make sense of so much like why I felt the way I did at 15 when I was so close to my best friend. Also how I have always seemed to seek out special friendships with other women hoping to find something.... I have been close to some women over the yrs but never had an official relationship. I am now married with 4 children and happy I guess but feel that something is missing and I want more than ever to feel that emotional bond with someone special. My Husband knows about my feelings about liking women but we only spoke about it once and it was when I wasnt thinking of looking for this site again. I have never told anyone else about how I feel. Sorry for the long post!